Now that I have my “fakes” and I see friends I don’t know what to say. I feel like I need to tell them they’re not real. People who know I was going to be having surgery look at my breasts confusingly. Or maybe I think they do. So I tell them they aren’t real. I struggle with the whole “too much info.”
When I didn’t have my “fakes” yet and I would be out I would feel like I needed to tell people I just had surgery because I am so flat. I feel like I’m so flat it must be scarry….lol! Like I look grossly disfigured. I’m not…..but it feels that was since I’m used to having size C breasts haning in front of me.
I hope I won’t need to justify my breasts the rest of my life. Hopefully when I have reconstruction and someone I haven’t seen for a while comes up to me I won’t have to say…..”they aren’t real…..but their mine!”