I started my chemo on Friday. I feel a little bit ahead of the game considering It’s my second time. The two drugs I am taking are not as hard on my stomach and Other then being fatigued I feel pretty good considering. It was not so easy to get my chemo in my new port though. It only had four days to heal. The first night I slept great but last night I tossed and turned all night long. My body ached and I could not turn my mind off. As I layed in bed yesterday I had a bit of a melt down. I guess I had been holding it in for so long that I just had to let it all out.
This friday in my chemo I am only getting one of the two drugs that I am being treated with so I am expecting to feel much better next weekend. The good news is that my hair will thin but not fall out. 🙂
My mind is still reeling about my cancer coming back and the blame game has stared in my head. I keep wondering why I didn’t realize cancer had returned to my body. I like to think that I am aware about my body and how I feel. Sometime cancer just sneaks up on us and bits us when we are not watching.
I have received so much support from you ladies and it is very very appreciated!